The smokehouse

Clear memories of the hanging meat 
    the smokehouse
    the hooks
    the acrid smoke

That first slice of the bacon 
strong, smoky flavour 
cooked all the way through

As a child
sitting on the cow-yard fence
Dad stuck the pig –
I heard the blood run before it congealed
    a last cry 
    a squeal
    a carcass hanging

Stomach not yet split
blood running from the jaw
rear feet tied precisely 

In the butcher shop, hearing the tear of meat
as sinew is forced from bone
    the rich smell 
    the carcass reduced
    the chops and pot sized lumps

Dad built the smokehouse, for smoking the bacon
concrete blocks, a simple structure
dense smoke rising from the chimney
smoldering sawdust billowing
stinging my eyes

Hanging meat is turned 
earthen floor holding the heat
embers fed with new sawdust 
    the smoke will die down
    the door pulled open slowly
    the gentle blue haze blurring memory

Slicing, slicing, slicing,
the rhythm of the bacon slicer until
arm muscles screamed
I swapped to my non-preferred hand
it was never as efficient or fast

Packing bacon slices – 6 or 12 at a time
pressing the plastic bag against my chest
quick twist at the top and through the tape dispenser

Tubs of sausage meat, mixed by hand
the hairs on my Dad's arm caked with additive
I watched the oozing mess escape the sheep guts casing
on the long nose of the sausage machine

I worked in harmony with my brother
his foot controlling the air pressure precisely
pushing the meat against gravity
swirling snakes collecting in the white plastic tub
I packed the sausages – still wet 

later the synthetic cases came
less breakage but they tasted like plastic
I peeled them off and left them on the side of my plate

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